Sometimes something that is unattainable takes on a more valuable air. When something can’t be reached - when it is eternally elusive - it seems somehow more of a treasure. And then, in the shadow of wanting something you can’t have, that which you can have seems less desirable.
But take a closer look. Perhaps what you can have is infinitely more perfect for you than what you can’t have, and shouldn’t have.
I feeling a sense of urgency that is causing me to feel restless and nervous and even desperate, but I can’t pinpoint the reason for it.
A cynical mindset have taken over my thoughts and my dreams. I wondering whether there is even a point to this life. Why should I hope and believe and strive when nothing seems to come of it?
Maybe we are all just here because of some accident in the universe, where we are the byproduct rather than one of the driving forces of creation.
We are all assigned a certain path in life. That does not mean that we don’t have choices, though.
Yes, we are all born with free will, even though there will be certain elements and obstacles that we will have to deal with.
'Home, Like Noplace Is There' by The Hotelier is melodic-emo done right. Visceral, soul-pondering and heart-piercing music.
This album is ridiculously good, holy shit. What an absolute gem of a record. It’s raw and honest, yet focused and refined. I don’t think they can get much better than this.
I have a serious feeling this will be my AOTY.
Scattering my energy into a lot of different directions. There is a lot that I must get done, and I’m feeling under some kind of pressure to get it all done in a certain timeframe and in a certain way.
Human beings are very oriented to sensory experiences. If something isn’t going right in your life now - if you can’t seem to get to a place where you can make it work - try using your senses to make it possible. Whatever sight or sound or scent has a powerful, positive impact on you can help put you in the frame of mind to make something wonderful happen.
I’m very sensitive and highly intuitive. I’m extremely tuned in to the vibrations of others. I really get what makes them tick.
It has been calculated that human beings spend one-third of their lives sleeping. Assuming I get eight hours of sleep a night, and since there are twenty-four hours in a day, that sounds about right.
When I think about it, that’s an awful lot of time. While sleep is a necessity, there are other things I spend a whole lot of time doing.
Worrying is one of those things. I have no way of calculating how much I worry, but it is certainly too much - especially lately.